Oh, and if you're recovering from an ED - good for you, but this isn't the place for you.
And if you are "suffering" from an ED - follow the recoveries. This isn't a place for "victims".
This is a choice,
not an excuse,
not a spotlight,
not a statement,
and definitely not a disease.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Here we go

Pretty sure my boyfriend is coming home tomorrow to break up with me.
I can handle it. I can handle myself. But I feel so fragile. I feel like I've been living on a wire strung across everyone else's needs. And now there's a breeze and I'm going to get thrown off.
I feel a downward spiral coming on.
Here we go.


  1. Brace yourself for the spiral. Be prepared for it. & just know that we are all here for you during the fall as well as after... for the clean up.
    Did you go to a wedding this weekend that just passed or are you getting ready to go to one soon?