Oh, and if you're recovering from an ED - good for you, but this isn't the place for you.
And if you are "suffering" from an ED - follow the recoveries. This isn't a place for "victims".
This is a choice,
not an excuse,
not a spotlight,
not a statement,
and definitely not a disease.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Great Day

Today has been absolutely FABULOUS!!!
It started off wonderful and just keeps getting better and better as my stomach becomes angrier and angrier.
When I got to the office, no one was here, so I walked 6 flights of stairs 4 times, went for a walk, had a smoke, came back, and walked the stairs again. I haven't had anything other than two Diet Cokes and a couple sips of coffee.
I'm gearing up for this Saturday. It's one of my best friend's (I'll call her V) birthdays. We're staying in a hotel in Toronto and just clubbing the night away. I've one clubbing quite a bit. I usually go to parties or bars more. It's just the group of people I hang out with, I guess. V clubs all the time. The times I've gone with her, we mostly went to all ages but now we finally all have fake IDs. Not that she ever needed one, really, but she wanted to be safe. I'm promising myself nothing other than cigarettes, coffee, diet coke, and negative cal veggies until Saturday night. So fucking excited.
And I found an amazing photographer: Lars Botten. His work is absolutely phenominal. Just all the compositioning and lighting seems so natural and beautiful. Ugh, I could drown in his work.
This is his website.
Here's a few examcples from different collections of his:

And thank you ladies for the comments. They really did help. I woke up today all flustered and seeing "tommorrow is a new day" and all the positive input completely changed my mood around.
I WILL succeed. I WILL lose weight. I WILL be beautiful. :)


  1. woo well done u! keep u the good work, smoke and drink diet coke & u will b there b4 u know it xx

  2. One day I'll find the time to go clubbing. I've only been to a country-western karaoke bar, LOL.

    I'm waiting so impatiently for Bon Iver to come to Texas. Have you listened to his other (and I think now defunct) group DeYarmond Edison? Oh, and I think I had Lua on my playlist (at the bottom of my blog page), but I may have taken it off.

    I just looked at Lars' site - the photos with the old woman are stunning.

    Yes, you will most certainly be B-E-A-UTIFUL!